GoldenParadox

Im procrastinating . . I have spent the last fortnight putting off this very task and I am yet to make any progress. Hence the new journal, I believe the first journal in two years. Considering my account is near non existent these days . . . and those before. A journal had always seemed pointless . . . till I have nothing better to do. I came across a manipulation in my news feed today and I knew as soon as the title jumped out at me that I shouldn't click on it. . . however ( see procrastination point above ) So i clicked it. I am now afraid to look up on my roof and have had to check my entire bed spread including inside each layer for sp

So almost a year since i last wrote a journal, not that i really spent much time writing them prior to that anyways. But i figured a year was fairly slack, even for me. So here we go. Thankfully 2009 is over thats going to be another year im going to pretend never happened till im old and can laugh about it. I get to play in the real world now. School has finished and im welcoming full time work with less than enthusiastic open arms. Watch out world im coming to a retail near you soon. . . . Hopefully find work in something similar to what im doing now. God help me if i have to take up a desk job. I have a new pony to work with. So far i h

Ill take this short space to remind people i have nothing to do with the above title, just like this journal has nothing to do with sex or drugs. I think and i will date it. The 28th of Feb will be the official day that im sick of sitting on a stupid emotional roller-coaster. I don't care  thats its a teenage thing, i don't care that its a girl thing and i don't care that im doing a stereotypical teenage girl thing by bitching about it. Im simply over it and want it to go away. /rant I feel i always use my journals  to discuss how i have no muse and lack creativity so im going to follow through with that again and say that i need something